Monday, December 25, 2006

 

For the First Time

They've always said Christmas to be peaceful and tranquil.

Yet, the most serene moment was when I'm driving home down the PIE at 3am after supper, listening to "For the First Time" on Class 95.

Can this be real
Can this be true
Am I the person I was this morning
And are you the same you

Almost sedated.

~~~~~

And indeed, this is the first time I blogged almost all semester. For the First time, in almost 4 months. Forgive me.

It had been a crazy semester. It felt like just yesterday when the sem began, but yet it also seemed like a dreaded forever for it to be over. Sometimes I wonder how that could be possible, but it did.

I wondered if it has been rewarding. Got to know many more Econs Honours student, much more than I ever knew existed in the last 3 years. Lost contact with many others, especially with those who graduated and entered that new phase of life before the rest of us. Embroiled in the battle between desire to push into 1st Class Honours or to take it easy and be contented. Fought, and lost the battle, and thus the war. Noted with a painful sigh that I just wasn't good enough.

Such a long time ago
I had given up
On findin' this emotion
Ever again

~~~~~

But I am back. To write. To tell stories, and to hear.

I apologise. It's been frustrating trying to log into the "new blogger" the last week or so. Tried and tried, and failed till today.

So do drop me comments, tell me stories, share life with me. It truly matters. =)



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